Saturday, October 31, 2009
i might vanish one day, bye!

its superb frustrating not being able to talk on skype!! argghhh..
i can hear peifan talk, but i cant talk to her ! so she's like talking to a person who is dearly muted!
arghhhh so annoying! okay i shall get a mic soooooon, hopefully there will be an IT SALES soooonnn (: then i'll be skyping for a long long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

anyway, im still deadly awake, not understanding why my eyes cant closeeeee!
oh oh oh ..... ADAM LAMBERT'S NEW SONG, TIME FOR MIRACLES! man! POWERFUL MAN!! seriously go listen, man it seriously time for miracles now, in my life!!!!
okay im totally & deeply in love with this song (: although i hate adam lambert, but seriously his songs are awesomeeeeee (: this song was created for the movie "2012" if im not wrong! (: his song rrock the movie man! & yeah, we're gonna catch that movie sooon (:

yep! i've no idea why im so stresssss, is either this, that or both :/
i've been listening to slow emotional songs which will definitely stir my mind up! & then it'll make me feel so sore & it'll just hits me right to my lowest point! i feel like hugging someone & cry out all my tears, fears & problems! its been in me for a very long long time, i think its time it comes out. every night i've to bring my problems to sleeep, its very disturbing & i cant really get to sleep.
"baby you know that, maybe its time for miracles!"
i just wanna live my life like before, hates emotional songs! laughing the real laughter. i wanna smile like before, i wanna get my carefree life back, i want my lovely character back. not the hot tempered one! & yah... everything seems to be so screwed up in my live & no one is here for me ): the only thing i can hug & cry to is my big bear! it seems like everyone is simply gone, disappearing from my life. some times i feel like disappearing from everyone's life too... maybe me being in this world was the wrong thing from he start....
goodnight )': goodbye....
Charlotte Chan

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