its a plain saturday again !
no plans no outing, nothing @ all !
im dead bored ! soon i'll be drown from boredness !

yeah, thanks to sissy , i got to use her lappy again !
yeap! im so dead bored alone @ home now !
oh please someone plan some outing & get me out from my lovely house !
i've been @ home for the pass 3 days you know ?!
i've not step out of my house yet ! its like being in cells.
i feel like catching some movie .
angels&demons seems to be nice. & im so gonna catch night at the museum when it comes out !
yeh man ! i dunno man, but i just wanna get out of house, go hang around doing some fun stuff !
i feel like going to snow city ! then go www ! then go escape & i also wanna have a bbq !
i wanna play ! i just wanna play !
mid-yr exams are officially over & here we're rotting like theres no tmr !
& what darling told me, that we still have to study CPA !
like helloo ? whatsup with studying CPA when exams are over !
cant we take a break !?

plus taman negara had been postponed !
its a great thing though .
becos im not ready to go yet !
plus i dun wanna die in malalysia thanks to that swine thing !
goodness ! mom said that , she might not allow me to go becos of the swine thing that has caught up with malaysia ! yah, im grateful to hear that !
the one reason that i dun wanna go camp is becos, my darling & brother aint going !
whats the point of going then. there might be some of my other friends there, but they aint my brother nor peifan ! now when i have the chance to go some lame camp with them, but some of them cant go ! indeed my grandma pass away on the wrong date !
on the days that i've adventure camp ! D:
that made me lose the chance of having fun ! but whats the point?
its already over ! i cant bring adventure camp back ! i cant bring my grandma back either !
but i thot taman is a chance that i can enjoy with my friends, but looks like it not,
hais, i hope the whole trip is cancel ! becos i dun have the mood to go taman already !
probably it wont, but probably my mom wont allow me to go, maybe i'll ask my dad to tell teacher that i cant go already ! everytime i hear ppl talk about taman it makes me happy for a few secs & then i realise that my darling & brother aint going , & that makes me extremely sad !
hopefully some one will change my thinking about taman !
okay whatever it is, i seriously pray that my brother will go becos i already knew that darling seriously cant go ! so yeah *cross finger*

anw, i've been talking to my darling lately on the phone, but she seems unhappy which made me upset too ! becos i didnt get to hear her laugh so much like previously!
i wonder whats happening around her D:
becos each time i talk to her, i get so upset hearing her talking to me with an emo feeling which made me so sad too ! maybe idk, maybe she doesnt wanna say but.... i pray...

(Dear God, i pray that my darling is fine, i pray that she is doing fine @ home, @ school & @ anytime of her life ! i pray that she is happy every single day of her life ! AMEN ! (': )

I LOVE YOU PEIFAN! Just know that i love you okay !
anything happen just call me okay ! i'll be here like forever until i die lar of course !

yeah ! i miss my brother too !
i've not seen him for 3 days, tmr will be the 4th !
it feels like its been so long !
i seriously hope that he is doing fine now ! any time of his life too !
& hopefully when i return to school on monday he'll be in school too !
or else, it'll be the 5th day not being able to met him, i miss his jokes !
i miss his red rosy face ! & i miss his nonsense & his caring )':
i miss my brother larh ! 100% !

haiyas my blog have became so sadly this few days !
probably becos of my feelings i guess !
but whatever it is, im gonna conquer all problems that i face !
im gonna fight every problems that comes to me !
becos i know that my family, friends & brother are all supporting me !
thanks man !

okay, im gonna play some games to cheer me up !
yeap, when there aint any friends around, you've to find something to cheer yourself up then to sit & emo !

bye humans !

lotta loves,
Charlotte :D

p/s : so close yet so far !