Skipped school today !
lols, becos i overslept ! haha.....
partly becos of yesterday, was on the phone till 12plus man !

shane's nonsense made me laugh yesterday !
lols, & i told him the first guy i like was ____ & he was like "HUHHHHHH!!!"
shock ? duhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... nobody knew !
& today he went to ask Enjian about it ! oh goshhhhhhhhhhhhh !

after hanging up his call, lol went to call darling !
haha, & then we called leong in !
& girls talk ! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO !
LEONG JIALING! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
NO MATTER HOW MANY HAIR YOU LOSE I LOVE YA !
stop sobbing man ! stayyyy stronggggggggggg ! :D
with all our strength we will help you !!!!!!!!!
haha :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

yeah man ! as for today , haha im rotting..
Darling, Jialing & Rebecca went swimming !
Menghui, Shueting & Zejiang is playing VB @ hallllll !
hmmmm, maybe staying at home today wont die ?
yah...

anw, yesterday my darling sister came home So early !
duhhh i was happy !!! ~
mum suddenly said "in 4-5 years time, we might emigrate to other country & stay there for at least 10 years ..... "
then asked mum which country & she said "NEW YORK ? or maybe EUROPE? AUSTRALIA ??"
sissy & i was like "HUHHHH WHYYY??!??! DONT WANT LARHHHHH ! D:"
anyway my sister wont go, her church is here ! everyone is here !
even my friends too D:
the moment she said that , woah i was like speechless.
so many things ran thru my mind....

what will happen to my friends ?
what will happen to me without my friends ?
will i get use to that country ?
will i be able to meet my friends ?!
will i be able to seee my relatives ?

mum said "you can always come back to Singapore again to see your friends what !"
& come to think of it, hmmmmm actually im 40% fine with it .
lol then when im back in Singapore, i'll be talking ang moh slang !
wahhhhhahahahahhahah !
but by the time i come back i'll be like 19-22 years old ?!
hahha then i'll have an ang moh boyfriend ! haha !
ohh zac will be mine ! HAHAHA JOKINGGGGG ! -.-
nahhhh, but i wont emigrate there, even if i want, i want them to emigrate to Cambodia where my darling mother, MISS NG, is going to emigrate to !
yah then i'll be able to see her tooooooooooo becos im going to misss her D':
*snifff snifff* :(

yahhhh tears almost roll down my cheeks ! D:
thinking about my friends & stuffff really makes me sad !
becos i dun wanna leave them ! precisely, i wont even bare to leave you guys D:
especially the 4 of them, my brother of cos D: without him? woahhh life is lifeless..
Enjian, Gardner & Shane toooooooooooo D: yahhh, they are pratically my BESTfriends D:
& not forgeting the rest toooo !

yehhhh man!
but i hope nothing like that will happen, so if one day i never come school....
means i've gone to other countryyyy for good !
haha, please miss me becos i know i will misss you guys to the maxxxxxxx!!!!!
haiiiiiiiiiissss..
as if im going to die ! haha...

but anyway, lifes great here !
till then .

Loves,
Charlotte !

p/s : PEIFAN YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RIGHTTTT !? :D