Hi im back !

going out soon too ~
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just quarrelled with my bestfriend.
maybe i was too harsh !
i just hate people not being decisive ! a simple yes or no issit very difficult to reply?!
but anyway its over .
like what ppl say, quarrelling will make friendship closer ! i hope so ;]

idk what came over my family,
idk what came over my friends,
& idk what came over me !

its just too sudden that i exploded today !
maybe is just the family love that is no longer with me !
im so missing my family being together & stuff .
everyone is working. everyone is coming home late !
& im like forever alone .
even though my mum is at home, it feels like she issint at home !
i wish all of them will be back home early everyday, esp my sister !

talk about her, i alighted the bus & saw her at the bus stop waiting for bus, going to school !
i felt like crying & telling her everything, but i kept inside. afterall she wont understand !
i want my sister love to be back ! i want her to be home everyday !

okay im just going to forgive & forget !

but if my bff still want to continue with this thing, then its up to her .
i just hope she'll understand. sorry bff . its your decision if you still wanna be friends.
i just wanna say that im sorry, & ily as a friend !

Loves,
Charlotte ~