hais.
edward just send me this song ! i've been finding this song...
but i can say its a super emo song.
i've been listening at it over & over again.
lots of thoughts just came into my mind !
firstly, tmr im gonna see Mr Kor [security guard] the last time! im miss him lots larh! i miss the time he collect my ez-link card! i just miss everything. second, i think about my grandmother. she is super weak now. & i dunno when will it be her time [touch wood] !!!! i miss her so much. i miss her calling my name ! i miss her praying for me, i miss her buying things for me, i miss her calling my house almost everyday. i miss her voice i seriously miss everything ! third, i dunno what the hell has happen to our friendship ! everything seems to change huh ? its always someone that is breaking the friendship, if not is some misunderstanding, if not is some character&attitude problem!!! it really sucks luh! like what shueting say "Something is gone is forever gone, how you cry or what, it wouldnt come back to you"i think its so true ! hais . dear babes, i wish everything will be back to normal :\ !! fourth, i miss the toapayoh gang ! hais. last time after school, straight away head to toapayoh ! finding jobs together. no matter what outcome, we will go for it! i miss the time going to pasar malam to _______ !!!i miss the time when they all suan each other & go crazy in public. i miss the time thinking about PSP tgt. i miss the time finding shop that sells PSP super cheap . i miss walking to every single Macdonald at toapayoh to find job. i just seriously miss the times we had tgt ! the fun & everything. everything just pass like that, becoz of a small thing. hais. we didnt talk for a month. that made me extremely sad during the june holiday ! sucks larh. we still plan what to work tgt during june holiday. somehow i dunno what happen, we all didnt work. haiyas. sian larh ! hey dudes can it be like last time ? how i wish !! fifth, my family problem. i wish everything will be find now ! i hope so ! :\
sixth, i dun wish to be alone at home ever again ! i hope my sister will be home most of the time to accompany me :\ & i hope to have a family outing again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously hope so ! but i know it wont happen ! haiss :[
okay larh i dun wish to say much anymore, kaili is waiting for me, he is super stress too ! kaili ah kaili, brother ah brother....dun think too much can D:
i miss your smile & your guailan-ing ! hayas. bro ah.....smile larh D:
hayas .okay larh thanks miss ng too & of coz shueting for comforting me !
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............................................
Loves,
Charlotte :'[
CharlotteChan
30th April :)
